got Power? a nice bit of rambling on the heels of being shut in with a fever and lots of time on my hands to contemplate stuff.

it's not saying anything new to point out that things don't usually happen how we want them to... or how we so meticulously planned it. at some point, humanity enters the picture and something goes awry. well. i suppose that would be at the point of planning, since we are indeed not divine, but human. …

alive and kicking

yes. i'm here. yes i'm very very pregnant. no i don't have a brain. yes it feels like mush. too many things to process, some good some really really terrible. but i suppose that just is life. we moved. a month before Little Bean makes his appearance (give or take) and i'm settled... somewhat. i'm …

Dear Papa

Dear Papa, have we gotten things confused? Have we tricked ourselves into thinking that Your Presence was something to be equated with our model of doing church? Have we gotten that far off track?