sadness

i deal with sadness often. it seems i always have. even as a little girl i was alone a lot and i remember feeling overcome by sadness. in my 20's i wondered if i needed medication and at the same time vehemently opposed anyone who suggested it. The thing is, if i thought about it …

unlovely

can you see me? i'm so small i almost disappeared three times today. can you save me i almost let myself go - in the most tragic way, today. but i want to be beautiful to you. i want to be your most favorite thing in the world. is that too much to ask? these …