a new day

the things we long and hope for can seem less realistic than a trip to the moon. i know that sometimes the things i have dreamed do. so what happens when the page turns and there's a clean, fresh space just waiting for you to write your life on it? will you be so braced …

Dear Papa

When you tell me things, does it encourage other people when i share it with them? Or does it put some odd heaviness on them because you revealed it to me and not them? I am excited about the revelations you share with me, but sometimes i think it just confuses people if i try …

the river

my blood still runs a little warmer after a deep, long drink from the River last night. i forgot. i forgot what it was like to just get lost and found all at once... to hear voices of your heart's family rising all around you. it's precious and i savored every drop. 

intimacy

I wrote this July 2010. I was smack in the middle of my journey to being restored on the inside toward intimacy.  the "it" is intimacy. i was made to be open and intimate and passionate - and this is my reflection in a moment of time on that part of my journey - so, …

Alive

with each day that passes i remember a little more what it feels like to be me. to be alive instead of in some odd in-between state of consciousness. Leo Caspian had his 2 month appointment today - and i found out it wasn't my imagination that he has a big head - it's in …