i keep asking the Lord for a word... and what i keep thinking about is the picture of the two realities He showed me on the way to Tennessee that december. he told me it was ok to hear what the doctors had to say, and if all they saw was bad stuff... because they …
the river
my blood still runs a little warmer after a deep, long drink from the River last night. i forgot. i forgot what it was like to just get lost and found all at once... to hear voices of your heart's family rising all around you. it's precious and i savored every drop.
intimacy
I wrote this July 2010. I was smack in the middle of my journey to being restored on the inside toward intimacy. the "it" is intimacy. i was made to be open and intimate and passionate - and this is my reflection in a moment of time on that part of my journey - so, …
Alive
with each day that passes i remember a little more what it feels like to be me. to be alive instead of in some odd in-between state of consciousness. Leo Caspian had his 2 month appointment today - and i found out it wasn't my imagination that he has a big head - it's in …
baby disasters, flowers and love
I'm sleepy right now. but true to form, i find myself not going to bed when Elijah is working late. so i may as well write. today was my first Sunday back leading worship at my church. i love them all so. the morning didn't start out all that great, even though (amazingly enough) we …
got Power? a nice bit of rambling on the heels of being shut in with a fever and lots of time on my hands to contemplate stuff.
it's not saying anything new to point out that things don't usually happen how we want them to... or how we so meticulously planned it. at some point, humanity enters the picture and something goes awry. well. i suppose that would be at the point of planning, since we are indeed not divine, but human. …
a baby story – you might not want to read this if you’re a dude.
Tea has been the order of the day instead of coffee for, oh, about two weeks now. That's how long i've been watching my caffeine intake so what precious little sleep i do get isn't interrupted by a baby all high on caffeine. Leo Caspian Mosely is 19 days old. wow. that's a lot of …
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alive and kicking
yes. i'm here. yes i'm very very pregnant. no i don't have a brain. yes it feels like mush. too many things to process, some good some really really terrible. but i suppose that just is life. we moved. a month before Little Bean makes his appearance (give or take) and i'm settled... somewhat. i'm …
Onions, tears and glorious transformations
No wonder we are compared to onions. if you cook, you're familiar with the layers - the stingy, crisp layers - well the ones underneath anyway. The outer ones are thin and papery - they aren't for flavoring anything, they are just to be thrown away. The layers underneath are the useful ones - that …
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WARNING – Revelation on board… (read at your own risk)
Revelations and new perspective is always nice, so i thought i'd share. so - the story goes like this. i had a dream. really - i did. it was a dream of traveling the world, playing my songs for thousands of souls and seeing the broken and lost healed and found and filled with hope. …
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