This is a hard fought journey that comes with a deep amount of internal conflict and doubt, misplaced hope and grief. But trust me, it does get easier and peace is on the other side of the grief. Donald Miller says it really well, so I thought I would just share. What Jesus Taught …
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I don't normally post things like this - but this was a clap of thunder and left me (as most things do) with nothing but more questions. But I wanted you to see this. Depression the secret we share
I'm having my portrait taken today. I have been a professional photographer for lots of years, so I know the ropes. I know what is possible after the fact by way of "helping" out the image. But still - there's nothing that keeps that camera from capturing exactly what you look like in reality. Or... …
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I looked my 11 year old daughter in her big round, brown eyes. I had called her into the kitchen where I was cooking supper, because i suddenly realized I had said a horrible thing to her and I had to make it right. In those big, beautiful tender eyes I saw fear and dread. I had done that. I had put that dread and fear in her heart that came spilling out of her eyes. She stood there timidly, waiting to hear what I wanted to say and my heart broke a little inside my chest.
this has been a closed loop in my mind for months now. My heart has been broken over it and broken over the open letters written to the church to enlighten us about where we all went wrong - because yes, apparently we are all wrong - but today I read this and after mulling …
the way the sunlight shines in his brown eyes, accentuating his eyelashes so black and perfectly curled - the way his skin is soft and pink and his lips are perfectly shaped and colored. his straight dirty blonde hair has grown long and hangs just a little in his eyes and curls just as it …
Today I'm sitting on my back deck, drinking coffee soaking in the all-too-scarce winter sunshine. Tomorrow I will be in Haiti sweating in the stifling 90 degree scorching sun. Same sun, different experience.So many things are now but also not yet. I am now a child of God and everything that belongs to my Father …
sometimes i wonder if it's just my insatiable human need to fix things and make it all make sense and to scrap an answer out of the dirt that makes me believe the way i believe. i'm too tired to say much, but i have wondered this more than once today. but the conclusion i …
Looking back and re-blogging the ones that stick out to me. Here's one for more reflection from May 2011.
i've been thinking a lot about perspective lately... how it's true that perspective doesn't directly change circumstances - but it will determine how you feel about them (which influences further action). initially i thought of this only from the place of having a hopeful perspective in a challenging situation. But then i started wondering what …
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