i am dreaming again. funny how i had stopped. my heart is daring to wonder, daring to believe, daring to hope that all the preparation I've had, all the trials by fire I've walked through, all the tears and kicking and screaming, have all been a fruitful part of the journey that has led me …
how easily we forget
oh. i forgot. i simply forgot. if it's possible, i forgot how good God is. yes. it's totally possible. because i did it. back in december i knew with every fiber of my being - i could feel His revelation surging through my body, my mind... my spirit. i knew it was Him that accomplished …
Comfortably Numb
i feel like i'm in Pink Floyd's The Wall... Hello? Is there anybody in there? Just nod if you can hear me. Is there anyone at home? Come on, now, I hear you're feeling down. Well I can ease your pain Get you on your feet again. Relax. I'll need some information first. Just the …
small talk, schmall talk
i've never been any good at small talk. i've always jumped in head first with people, and i found over the years that didn't always go over so well... in fact i found a consistency of people backing slowly away reaching for the door. this was of course after i had poured out my life …
resurrection life
so here i sit 12:07am Easter night, i think it's the first Easter sunday i haven't been to a church service in my life - yet, i feel more encouraged and full of Life than i do after most church services i attend... sadly enough. we went to pancake church at our friend's house. we …
Something tells me it’s gonna be another long night…
first off let me just say - arrrg, it's so hard to choose to not be in a funk!! i was kicking myself for the reminder yesterday, sitting there, all funkified and sad... knowing i had to make a choice for my day.... and i finally did. i overcame my internal mullings and i came …
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sadness
i deal with sadness often. it seems i always have. even as a little girl i was alone a lot and i remember feeling overcome by sadness. in my 20's i wondered if i needed medication and at the same time vehemently opposed anyone who suggested it. The thing is, if i thought about it …
unlovely
can you see me? i'm so small i almost disappeared three times today. can you save me i almost let myself go - in the most tragic way, today. but i want to be beautiful to you. i want to be your most favorite thing in the world. is that too much to ask? these …
welcome to this world
a friend of mine told me i should start a blog. she said no one had anything to say that she was interested in, and i wrote interesting things... i do after-all want to be a writer... or am a writer. i guess the problem comes in when you come down to the issue of …
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