super random

well, nothing quite as grandiose to say as yesterday. and if you're wondering, that wasn't about me - well not directly. things with me, i've been a little more hesitant to mention. i don't know why. really wonderful things are happening... and just saying that leaves me staring at the computer with nothing more to …

looking forward

today my heart is light. it's been a while since i've been able to say that. sometimes the lifting of a heavy heart requires a conversation and some honesty - which most of us seem to shy away from unfortunately. but after a few tears and a confession of hurt feelings, i feel better - …

pending involvement

so i have a job interview tomorrow. a job. after - 8 years basically. man. what a change that would be. i mean, i have a job. i have a couple of them. mommy, photography, misc studio things... but to have a regular "i'm expected to show up at a certain time" again job... it's …

stumbling

editing today. i don't know why but my chest is tight and hurts... maybe it's the gigantic bag of M&M's i tore through. maybe i'm tired. i've been contending for perspective. God's perspective. but... it's hard when you feel all wonky. and i do feel wonky. i've been listening to Kristine Mueller and i've been …

12 steps?

so today we put in our window units... oh the glory of living in a building built in the 1800's. the glory of humidity and leaky roofing, hooray for april showers. a few years ago my man said to me something that i guess has become a bit of a motto in our home. he …